我，并不坚强，只是个自尊心强所以喜欢装着坚强的普通人。
彭小姐曾经说过，她认为她自己已经够"man"了，但我比她更"man"。。。无言。。。但其实这正是我想给人的印象。。。在人前，我都逼着自己要戴上坚强的面具，我不希望别人看到我软弱的一面。但有谁知道，这面具的背后是一堆堆酸酸的苦楚。。。
有时候，我想哭，心里在想哭出来后我会不会好受一点？但理智却不断地提醒我，不可以哭，我不可以哭！一哭我的面具就会瓦解了！但这坚持，到底是为了什么？就因为心底那高傲的自尊？
我不允许失败的发生，但大大小小的挫折却每日每夜地围绕着我。。。折磨着我。。。渐渐地，我习惯了。。。我放弃了。。。对自己的要求也不再那么高了！开始变得很随便，不那么在意一些事情的成败了。这。。。到底是好事，还是坏事呢？
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be strong, we really need to do so, because sometimes we hv no choice. but we can choose to be happy everyday, because it carries us a better tomorrow. And be a girl, when u meet some1 that suit u..hehe!!
打电话问一下就懂是好事还是坏事了...hehe
干嘛要逼自己坚强？
有时候软弱也是一种坚强……
以退为进或许也是一种攻击……
只要开心就好……
if wan cry den jz cry..
pour out ba...
dun all put inside ur heart..
lidat wil vy suffer...
anyway..alwiz happy gurl !!!
liting...haha!i have chosen 2 be happy everyday actually.just suddenly emo.hehe!btw i m a girl originally,don nid 2 just be a girl when meet some1 suit me...hehe!
joseph...i called dy,they say dono,n ask me 2 refer 2 some1 call jojo,how?
wenwen,hmm...thank 4 ur advice,i wil take it into consideration.以退为进?nice...
i-ting,my crying face is very ugly 1,don 1 2 frigthen u all...hehe.btw thanks ya...
活着就为了戴面具？值不值得？何不放开？人生苦短~
Be strong!!!!
A lot things i try learn from u de... if you cry than i need follow too lo ...
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U the best!!!!!!!!
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维祺。。有时人生苦短？有没有别句。。
佳秀。要坚强咯，很多朋友都在默默支持你的~
不要想太多了。。
ka siew , u must not fall...u r always my best friend and tutor...I will help u call..
又有谁人会知道坚强的狮子座那超强的自尊心背后隐藏着那脆弱的像小猫一样的内心,仿佛一碰就让眼泪就从那看似坚硬却易脆的眼睛中流出...
weichyi...every1 wil nid 2 wear their own masks...if not we cant even survive in this world.do u agree wif me?hehe.
zhiyung...u oso can cry?ur eyes r so small...haha!
jacho...sometimes i do think 2 much...but normally i m ok.n i wil carry my life happily.as weichyi said, 人生苦短...hehe!
joseph, aft u hav called, rmmbr 2 tell me d answer...waiting 4 u.hehe!
cheetah,r u talking bout urself too?i m wondering...hehe...
笑容的背后往往也有辛酸的时候...伤心往往没人在乎...看开点...会活得开心点...
加油吧...support u always...^^
haha...
No choice lo... eyes too small...
Just can cry from heart lo ...
haizzz...
shit! how u know~~same same la~~
XD
hooiling,看开点...haha!our secret codes...
zhiyong,no wonder i nvr see ur crying face...haha!
cheetah,opps...accidentally find out ur secret(just noe tat u oso hav 像小猫一样的内心.hehe!)...paisei paisei...
ya, ms kitty...^^
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